During a pre-taped appearance on The Graham Norton Show, airing New Year’s Eve at 10:45 p.m. local time on BBC One, the Joy actress admitted she’s not a fan of New Year’s Eve. “I really hate it,” Lawrence explained to host Graham Norton and fellow guest Eddie Redmayne. “I’ve never had a good one. Everyone’s chasing a good time and it’s always a disappointment. I plan on doing nothing and then if something lands in my lap…but I always end up drunk and disappointed.”

Laughing at herself, she joked, “Drunk and Disappointed should be the title of my memoir!”

In the same episode, Norton also asked Lawrence to share some of her biggest mishaps in Hollywood. “I am a puker,” the Golden Globe-nominated actress confessed. “When I get stressed and exhausted I just vomit. I was driving with my publicist the other day and had to roll down the window and I puked all down the side of the car. It was in front of all the paparazzi—I painted New York! And I threw up at Madonna‘s party—on the porch!”

To Lawrence’s surprise, she is not the only person to do such a thing. “This is something I have never admitted to the world, but I puked at Madonna’s party, too!” Redmayne revealed.

Lawrence and Redmayne also discovered there share another commonality that doesn’t involve puking at Madonna’s house or winning Academy Awards: they were both models in the beginning of the careers. While Redmayne repped brands like Burberry, Lawrence explained to Norton, “You’ll never see the pictures I did for Abercrombie & Fitch. They wanted natural pictures so they made us play football on the beach. The other models played football in a pretty way but not me! My face was bright red and I was sweaty with flaring nostrils. One of the girls even yelled, ‘Get her away from me!’ And, when my agent asked why the pictures hadn’t been used, their only response was to send the pictures…you won’t see them in a store, for sure!”